The Strength of Love

With every gentle thought I have of you
There is a comfort which soothes me
I believed in you
With a sense of assurance and promise and knowledge

There is an honor about you which humbles me.
There is a dignity about you
I am certain because you are confident
You have given me your heart
But is it so?

I though you gave me your heart
And I promised that I will keep it save in my heart
I thought you love me
And you allow me to love you
But is it so?

God, please give me the strength of Love
Keep the fire and love in me
But if tomorrow starts without me
Don't think we're far apart
For everytime you think of me
I'm right here, in your heart.

Awful day

What will tomorrow hold for me? Will it be good? Will it be free?
I'm waiting for the day when my heart will be complete. When love is one-sided, what a fright. So many questions but so little time. .

Its raining

5.45pm

Today, has been a miserable day. Feeling tired and restless now.
Just reach AM after a long drive from UKM due to a very heavy and horrible rain that I have to drive at the speed of 20kph..
So cold now, the rain washes my soul..from head to toe, inside out..
As I gaze out the windows, I see a dark and stormy sky that best explains my feelings now..dark and gloomy




I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again

Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved

Leaving me empty
and confused..
the loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
In an instant the warm sensation
fades away...

Keep reminding myself to see past the rain and know that good awaits me beyond my present sight. Know that once the rain passes there will be a quiet and peaceful moment. The storm is only temporary. What lasts is the wonder I'll see as the clouds part and the sun begins to shine.

Best cleanser!

Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is not in sight

There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it?
A sob has broke free

Tears cleanse the eyes but they can also cleanse much more...

Hope

Hope

Like blossoms after Winter's frost
Hope springs forth,
Inviting us to reach out
Whispering of comfort and warmth,
Promise of security to come.
Do not cast hope aside,
For when all else is forsaken,
When joy and faith have gone,
Hope will remain to fortify us,
Shelter us through the storm...

Friends

I thought I had found the perfect friend,
But it only took about a week for that to end,
I thought there was hope left in my life,
But as it turns out, it was only added strife,
I thought you weren’t like all the rest,
But like those before, you failed the test,
I thought you would stay with me, at least for a bit,
But you decided it was better just to quit,
I thought life was worth living for a moment in time,
But the life I wanted could never be mine.

My Beloved Sister

This is for you, my beloved sister,
the one person i can tell my soul too
Who I can laugh with to no extents,
Who I can cry too when times are tough,

Who can help me with the problems of my life.
Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasnt good enough
Or let me down

I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time for me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.

And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that I can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are
To me.


Thanks alot sis..muaks