Its raining

5.45pm

Today, has been a miserable day. Feeling tired and restless now.
Just reach AM after a long drive from UKM due to a very heavy and horrible rain that I have to drive at the speed of 20kph..
So cold now, the rain washes my soul..from head to toe, inside out..
As I gaze out the windows, I see a dark and stormy sky that best explains my feelings now..dark and gloomy




I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again

Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved

Leaving me empty
and confused..
the loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
In an instant the warm sensation
fades away...

Keep reminding myself to see past the rain and know that good awaits me beyond my present sight. Know that once the rain passes there will be a quiet and peaceful moment. The storm is only temporary. What lasts is the wonder I'll see as the clouds part and the sun begins to shine.